I'm afraid..

psssst...

I am afraid to make soup..! Isn't that ridiculous?! I just thought I'd share!

Also, I think cooking is sexy.. o.o

Have a great night. Sweet dreams to all!

Ooops!

It's been so LONG! I know I am supposed to be doing MORE writing, but I've taken on so many different projects right now I can't keep up with anything! As soon as I get this last one fully under way, I will return for more posting!

Thankfully

Thankfully I am glad I am past the stage of the last post. While I still know and understand that those are my feelings, and that I still maintain they are relevant, I am no longer furious over them. I do feel better, but I have decided to make a change. Change starts within & in the home. So we begin.. Will be back soon with progress / update!

To Whom It May Concern..

How much does one have to be broken to get some help to be made whole again? When do the tides turn and the favors get returned? Why is it that with knowledge of this pain, with pleas for help, with tears and heartache does it not affect you? How is it that there once was so much love and compassion shared, that now in my darkest of hours you are not there? I am not questioning God, in the event someone was wondering... How do I go on? As friends we are supposed to lift each other when we cannot make it on our own. As family we are to support each other when there is no strength left. When one is broken the other is supposed to be there to mend the pieces. I spend my days doing this. It used to be us doing it together, is this what it was supposed to be? Yeah, I know it never is, but if that's the case, then what's the point? You can't even give up a few minutes of sleep to reach out? And even if not sleep, a warm hand on my shoulder for comfort? No, I think we are too content in our ways. Unwilling to bend, willing to break? So sad that we can come so far, yet have only taken steps backwards. How much loss is too much? How much can one heart take? I can't help myself, but to think of the Craig David song: Walking Away. " I'm walking away, from the troubles in my life, I'm walking away oh to find a better day.." But my question is, which one of us is walking away? We used to walk together..

Sick And Tired...

I am sick and tired of being disrespected! AND in my own house. How is it ok to come into my home and say you are going to take some leftovers, make a huge damn mess and just leave the entire mess for me to deal with?!?!?! WTF. Not to mention ruin hours of my work by disregarding my things in my house? I spend time to bake cupcakes for my husbands birthday, you smash half of them with a box of cookies because you don't give a shit. Then come back after the rest of the good cupcakes get placed in the box, then do it again and ruin the rest? I don't understand. But I am sick and tired of this crap and I would be just fine to have you stay out of my home and life for a while.

Been A While..

It surely has been a while since I've had the energy or desire to post here. Still, here I am, back again to hopefully motivate and get myself going on my blogs again. Started the new years Recipe Swap ( yes, in the beginning of July.. ) I guess we'll see how it goes. After some life changing events ( not the good kind ) I've decided to treat myself better, with any luck I can keep up with the idea and do something decent and good with my life again. Anyway, it has been a great weekend, lots of getting together, hanging out, cooking out. Gotta love that, grillin' and chillin' got to be the way to go on beautiful days like these ( despite the heat ). New food, old friends, good times. Let's hope it continues, updates to follow.